the five stages of grief

denial - no no this can't be happening to me no it just can't nope this isn't real no no no

anger - WHY THE HELL IS THIS HAPPENING TO ME WHY ME OF ALL THE EFFING PEOPLE WHY THE HELL AM I GETTING OLDER?!?!?!?

bargaining - owh c'mon just give me another year please just one more year one more year please i don't wanna grow older i'll be good please just let me do over this one year and then i can turn older please please please

depression - no no no i can't do anything about it i'm getting old :'( noooo not fair this is making me feel so hopeless i feel so numb :'(

acceptance - okay fine so i'm getting older there big deal it's all over

about the pictures

hey guys i've been asked a few times about seeing these pictures in full size unfortunately because of a few problems i have with copyrights and theft i can't really show full sized pictures because well i don't technically have any legal right to the pictures i upload here so if you really want to see the full resolution picture of anything that comes up here please just find me and ask me to show them to you ^^ because well that's the only way full resolutions are ever coming out

day out

so one day i went over to st. john's school and went with some of the seniors for lunch and this was the first time i had my speedlight so i thought i'd share with you guys one of my first few speedlighted photo's :) this is auji .. apparently she's vain

Happy birthday yezzY ^^

so yeah it's your birthday and well i don't really know what to get you... and my parents always say that if you make something then it means alot more :D and so i decided to make you a picture :D

ahha it's an old picture which i took of you a long long time ago in KK haha maybe you don't even remember me taking it but i did :D so here it is just for you taken, edited, made, signed, sealed and delivered all by me ^^ heehee

happiest of birthday and all the bestest birthday wishes for you yezzy ^^ hehe thanks for being such a great and understanding person hopefully time will only change you for the better ^^

beach fun :D

in the next few posts i'll be uploading some long lost pics from the KK trip only this time i've edited them this time around haha :D

hope you guys like these:)

ann and jean

a little sepia and selective color

i don't wanna grow up

so my birthday approaches and encroaches like a tiger stalking it's prey....

but then the truth is i don't wanna grow up the world in even the near future is uncertain and well i don't wanna get old i just wanna stay this way it's alright that i can't legally drive and that i can't exactly do what i want .. it's hard enough going to ISB and taking IB let alone worry that i don't have any friends or at least hardly have any friends, what's more holding down this photography thing is hard enough without having to worry about my homework and my schooling and everything else inbetween.

sigh......

and that's what brings me to the sad part i might not be able to upload that many photo's anymore i've just been so bogged down with all this work that my hands are tied.... i guess i'll just have to work harder huh?

owh well whatever happens will happen

sports advert

so today the school had a little race and well in the final leg of this race you have to sprint back to the starting line... wow couldn't they think of something like i dunno walk to the finish line that sounds way more interesting i think 0.o hahahaha lol maybe just more unorthodox...

anyway this kid was running back full on just like a super power charged run and then he kind trips and does a back flip and i'm like "HOLY SHIT " hahaha how did he do that? well simple explanation is that his shoes PWNED his feet i guess and well just in memory of that i took a picture so here it is

forced perspective

i took a quick look through my old galleries on my hard disk and i came across this


for those of you not entirely photogreaphy savvy forced perspective is basically a technique that is used to create optical illusion to make an objects and or people appear farther, closer, larger or smaller than they actually are. I have 1 example on this post if you guys like it please comment so i know what you all would like to see ^^

coming back

coming back to school that was a pretty crazy week so i wasn't able to take any photo's at all however just so the i keep this blog running i just thought i'd talk about taking the pictures for the IB students tags very new experience a bit more rush rush but i feel for me and shawn that, that experience was a good step towards becoming more professional, i do feel that everyone felt a little bit better that 2 other IB students were taking the pictures and were able to smile alot more ..... naturally? haha

i enjoyed doing it surprisingly .... didn't sleep till 1am though because i was anal enough about my photo's to send them through photoshop before i handed them in.....

a few things i've learnt auto white balance is incredibly useful and auto ISO helps when you take a few test shots then switching the ISO to manual because of the repetitiveness of the shots gave great nearlly constant photo's.

hopefully the new tags will come out looking great :D

day out to bandar

so yeah went out with my friends in bandar and took this picture of elaine at snow house isn't she pretty 0.o hehe

hope you don't mind me uploading this elaine

i haven't slept

i haven't slept the whole night....
>.

not about the project pictures

the project pictures are compressed so they might look blurry if anyone wants to see the originals just see me in school or ask me to email it to you :)

the ipod project

so yeah i'm bored so i decided to start a new project iPod ad spoof.

We've all seen those iPod ad's the silhouettes and dancing and so on

we've also seen the spoofs, but you haven't seen everything so i decided i'm going to try and make something original hopefully i'll come across it so from now on chances are the pictures i upload are for this project :D

iDie

first spoof

sweet tooth :D

i was bored and i had a bag of M&M's

sweetheart ^^

isolated

sunsets

i think the first couple of pictures i'd like to upload are the pictures that i've already taken on sunsets.... i love sunsets, i find them calming yet exciting ever sunset is different no cloud is ever the same as yesterday and you're never really sure what you'll see until it happens.

that's my sister :)

taken at the panaga club beach after sunset silhouette

taken at the empire hotel

first post ever

okay so after thinking about it and mulling over the idea I've decided to start a blog this will be my 3rd attempt to make a blog however this time i have something more than convoluted thoughts and idea's to put up online, as a photographer I'll be posting up some of my more "artistic" photo's.

so yeah let's see how this goes :P